What to write..?

I hate when people ask me how my week was and I honestly can't remember what I did.... I don't know if anyone else has this problem but it seriously annoys me and confuses everyone else.

I'm a mum, who's still breastfeeding so my day is basically the same. I go out for coffee sometimes, or just hang round at home. I spend a stupid amount of time cleaning and then can't be bothered to cook. Unfortunately my husband hasnt learnt the art of cooking.

I could say my life seems pretty breezy but the battles I face arent with looking after my 8mth old. I battle my thoughts. My energy goes into keeping my head in a positively place, not over thinking things and working to be there for the important people in my life.

Somedays I struggle to be excited for the friends who have just bought a house because all I want is our own place. I get angry of stupid things and just want things to be different. Truth is I know I cant change my situation and I know its not going to be like this forever, I just wish I could see a glimpse of the other side.

I know I just have to be strong and hold on but some days are just soo much harder than others