In over my head

I'm terrible at this blogging thing. I don't post all that often. Some days I really want to but I get distracted. I know the only one benefiting here is me. With so much in my head I don't know where to start.

Today is good news though. I'm excited. I have served on my church worship team for at least 5 years now and they are still asking me when I'm coming back since I took some time off to have my baby. When I show my surprise on how keen they are to have me back they just tell me that I'm great... Never thought I would ever hear those words about my singing.

Understand that I am such an introvert. I can't even imagine how I managed to get up on stage in the first place. I song lead at youth and ran our older peoples worship. I couldn't have done that without God. I love what I do but I'm scared of big changes. I want new opportunities but I'm terrified of when they come...

Just when I have been wondering if I should return to music and doubted myself that things happens. Just when I wasn't sure if I could actually go back God dangles someting new and exciting in front of me! I don't know what it is but having my Music Pastor tell me she wants to have coffee with me to discuss music in 2012.

I really can't wait to find out what God has in store for me next year :)