Lonely

Wow I feel so alone. Its late, I've been drinking... Had a long talk with Dan yet I still feel alone. God feels so far away. I dont feel I have an identity anymore. My purpose is to take care of a little baby. Thats all, I have no other life or purpose. I really thought there was more to life than this. I thought I was tougher than this, yet through this weight of responsibility the cracks are showing. I may crumble, not today or tomorrow... but soon.