Reading

I started reading over what I've written this year. Not a good idea. I cried. I remember the moments so clearly. My heart is still healing. I know those who read this may not get the full picture as I was quite vague. But I guess I expressed what I needed to say. I dont know if it helped. I almost wish I had just not said anything. That way I could never see it again, read it and feel that pain again.