God Stuff

I had a great time last night at church. I'm excited to be back singing. :)

Anyway, this morning I made a conscience effort to spend some quality time with God. I feel guilty for neglecting Him during the week. You could say I have an excuse but with the amount of time I waste on facebook, I could just dedicate some of that time on my creator. Something Gru said last night stuck in my head, about being in prayer all day. I used to talk to God all the time. (It was better than talking to my myself) I would tell him about everything that was on my mind. Sometimes I would hear him tell me something othertimes it was just the comfort of knowing that he was listening. I want to be back in that closeness with him. I've also noticed the lack of talking about God with friends. At least on my end. I havent had any really in depth discussions about him. I really miss that.

Something else I was reading, about peace. I can tell you know that I'm am not at peace now. Between the stuff going on with my family, my husband's family and our own marriage. Nothing is peaceful! I need to take a step back and stop looking at the situations in a human way. To step back and see the bigger picture to see what God sees. I just want to hit pause and assess the image. I hate being caught up in the middle of the storm. It's draining, emotional and almost always makes things worse. I need some perspective. I need some hope. Everything is a blur...

I wish I was like my Dad, he's calm, doesnt show emotion and keeps things in perspective. Everyone loves and respects him.

Well I think thats all I can say right now... my mind is a little clearer. As clear as it can be with only 5hrs sleep.