Thursday, December 27, 2012

Shooters

She hears gun shots, sighs and goes to collects her 17 month old from her cot. Puts her down in the toy room to play. She takes her 3 year old away from the tv where her husband and housemate are playing play station. All rules and expectations have gone out the window. She shakes her head in disgust that although they are on holidays she is not. For them watching the kids means telling them to go and play while they watch a movie or playing on the Sony. Each day it's like looking after an extra child... In fact the 'big kids' are more work than the actual kids. The 'big kids' ignore her suggestions and requests and do things when they want or not at all... So frustration mounts and temper is barely kept intact for this housewife. Counting down the days until the holidays are over. There is no family days or special events... Just the repeated promises broken again and again... She sits alone, wondering if its worth talking about, asking for more consideration... Then shakes her head... No probably not. The day drags on and she prays that tomorrow will be different.

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  1. Well i feel like i wish i had not read this. I know better but i still let myself get sucked in. I have no idea what to do these days as i am constantly just going with what i am asked to do. I wait for an invite that i know is not going to come. All i realise is that i gave up caring about myself somwhere along the way and i am trying to repair what is damaged, where i do not know what is damaged. Sadly for those reading this her tomorow was no different...

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