Today is gloomy to match my mood. Something is wrong and I don't know what it is. I can't fix it, I can't explain it and I just wish it would go away. It feels very familiar and all I want to do is have a drink to forget it. So much for doctors knowing how to fix these things.
I'm hoping it's just boredom. We will be going away soon for a week, maybe that will help. If it doesn't I guess I will just have to keep racking my brains for an answer and losing myself in books to stay distracted.
It sucks. Plain and simple. I don't know ME anymore. I'm sure this not it. But it might be...
The highs and lows of a wife and mother trying to find her place in the world
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